Distractions occurred often,
through this I've lost my way...

In the beginning,
you won over my heart...

We often wonder and question,
the meaning of life...

Although you have my heart,
and my thoughts too...

Absence is strongly present,
harboring this beaten vessel...

I feel it has been too long,
all seemed to be wrong...

The moment you spoke those words,
My heart began to fall apart...

One day I sat amongst a chair,
bored in my training class...

Such confusion arises
within my black mind...

Bleeding from my eyes
Cause there's no water to cry...

Promises spoken through soft words,
Of fantasies full of divine pleasures...

Public transit, a nightmare.
Yet there I sit, going through my day...