Kill me, beauitful

Am I in a coma...

are you an angel I am wishing to see?
are you a figment of my imagination?
are you a character in a dream I just now am having?

L
O
V
E

there is no
I
and there is no
U
in it

Feeling better now that you
mocked me?
told me I am ugly?
reminded me of my weight?
forced me to stop writing?
and ruined my love?

The beauty behind a withered black rose

Dreams tell a story
and every story is a poem

Pick up those knives
put them in a row
determine which one
will help you go

Everytime you say the word "cut" or the name "adrian" you give me the chills..

It hurts like hell crying one tear because this one tear held all my emotion you made me bottle up inside...

I wish I didn't care for myself as much as I do :( people are right when they say not all dreams come true because I am still self concerned, maybe that is why all those close to my heart left