My Everything is going to become Nothing

All I can think about every second everyday is that I want to die... but is it affecting me?!?!

Where is my savior when I need to be saved?!?!

Now I know why you left me for her; she is a beaty and I am a beast...

Pill 4 you, Pill 4 me, Blood 4 you, Blood 4 me, Death 4 you, Death 4 me

Tonight is a horrable night... nothing is going right... and life is going wrong

**sees self in mirror** I look beautiful with chain marks on my neck and a red face

The only one who can help me doesn't even want to help me

That knife that he used to cut my heart to two is going to cut my vein too

I tell you I love you, but why don't you care?!?! Why can't my love for you save you? :'(:'(:'( *crying*