Let me drowned in a river of my darkest tears and biggest fears!

When ever I get close to anyone to be a friend, I end up pushing them away :'(

I don't care if I am ugly... so, why should you?

He crushes hearts,
He tares souls,
Would death feel better
I guess we'll never know

I love pain... so why are you stoping me from feeling it?

Why hope for dreams to come true when only nightmares do?

If I went to be with God and you went to be with Satan, I would rip off my wings and dig a hole in the ground down to hell so I can be with you forever...

*puts gun to head* will you be the one who pulls the gun away or will you be the one who pulls the trigger?

Would you clean up the blood I spill from the pain you made me feel?

I wanted you to know that I would feel pain for you... so I cut open my stomach and wrote "I LOVE YOU"