Why do you always expect me to be a happy lil girl.. I don't want to hide anymore

You counted on me to help them when I needed help myself... and now that one of you are here for a while you think you can be the parents you should be... well I don't think so you gave me the control I am not going to trust you with it again...

You called me fat...
I left and took a shower...
15 mins later...
"I am sorry you are not fat, you just made me upset for a min and I needed your attetion"...

Why do you lie we both know I am so, why lie?

Do you feel strong when you cut me...

Do you feel happy when you bring me down...

Do you feel invincible when you tell everyone whats wrong with me...

Please tell me... do you?

"...tryin to figure out why the world is so cold... forced to think that hell is a place called home..."

~runaway love by ludacris (very good/sad song... I love it)

She takes that gun to her head as if it is her only friend...

No one has the right to tell you not to do things because they don't know what you have been through...

Tonight that red blood will fall from your wrist and not mine

Broken but they don't care... help? they wouldn't dare

He loves me *tears of joy rolls down her pale cheecks* life is perfect now (L)

~I love you too hunny :'(/:)