I just keep messing up
and making mistakes
and setting myself up to be used
why is that?

Why am i so hopless
remember things were supposed to be perfect forever?

Why do people always screw me over when i do nothing but be nice to them

Im done with trying to make myself happy cuz i know it will never work

No matter how mucj i do like you im going to help you with her cuz i just want you to be happy

I cry every night at the thought of you and her

Remember i was better than your dream girl?
what happened to that?
was it just another one of your stupid lies?

Ive gotten to the point where i just wish that id get shot and in an car accident or something.....

Its no big deal
tear me down and break my heart but you
love me right??

not mine but explains my situation

Why does it always work out that the one that you love never loves you back??