Maybe im not supposed to ever be happy

Im just a big mistake thats all i am to you arent i?

Lately i just feel like giving up and theres not a soul in this world that would even care at all.

He promised he wouldnt but he did
he lied like all the others
he had me thinking we were in love

I just keep messing up
and making mistakes
and setting myself up to be used
why is that?

Why am i so hopless
remember things were supposed to be perfect forever?

Why do people always screw me over when i do nothing but be nice to them

Im done with trying to make myself happy cuz i know it will never work

No matter how mucj i do like you im going to help you with her cuz i just want you to be happy

I cry every night at the thought of you and her