Just the thought of being without you makes me cry. im sad, lonely and dead inside. i need a shoulder to cry on, the shoulder you used to be. help me im begging you, just come back to me!

Do it! Do it! The little voices say, just pull the trigger & all your problems will go away. Forget about everyone & everything they never really cared.

Trying to leave you is one of the hardest things. everytime i think im never gonna go back i end up right where i started.

You said that you would wait for me
but you can't even do that
it's always lies with you,
you can't promise me one fact.

Sometimes i think about getting a gun
& putting it to my head.
just to stop the pain,misery & memories
that keep coming to me.

So you have a new girl, thats good to see
but it hurts knowing that your actually getting over me. i didn't think that it would happen but now that it has i can't seem to find the right destraction from thinking of you & our past.

My pillow is drowning almost every night
everyday i have to strut around like everythings right
having to tell myself that everythings
going to be fine
but how can it be?
your no longer mine.

Ive heard things about you, im hoping they're not true.
these feelings are rushing through me & i have no clue what to do
i dont want to be just another heart you break
im pretending like your being real with me
but i know its all fake. </3

Im scared to be myself with you
i dont want you to see the weak side of me
once you do, you'll know how easily i can be broken.

You grow up waiting for the day you'll find your prince charming
reality is..he doesn't exist.