It was Christmas Eve,
Mom and Dad went to a party...
I cut my wrist,
Just to make sure...
Every day someone new comes into our life,
But most quickly leave...
There's a monster inside of me,
Trying to get out...
I can't sing,
I can't dance...
I don't miss you at all,
Though you're far away...
I want to be loved,
Despited my bad rep...
My angel is taller than me,
He's about 6'3"...
I sit here,
I think of you...
I'm sitting here thinking,
Wondering why...
If only you could see the love behind my eyes,
If only you could see me at night when I cry...
There's so much I can't say,
When I look into your eyes...