I didnt try to kill myself for attention. I just wanted the hurt to go away........ but if i had succeeded......would you have even noticed i was gone?

I pretended to laugh all day, then went home and cried all night.

Im told suffering brings us closer to god............Ive never felt farther.

Long ago i prayed for a compliment..............im still waiting.

If i had to suffer once,
Id beg thee take my heart.
But if i had to suffer twice,
I pray my Soul depart.