Despite the fact that the world is crumbling around me, I'm making a point to keep the sun shining. You just didn't know that.

Why do we sacrifice our lives for "God" when there are people who've spent their lives praying to him..yet they're still living on the streets?

I feel like I've lost a part of myself. Somehow.. I've let her down. I was suppose to be there..this was never suppose to happen. The life I see before me..just doesn't seem real when I don't know if she's safe...or if I'll ever see her again.

And I thought I had gotten away from all of this and that I had finally gotten you out of my mind. I come back to find I hadn't...and it hurts to know that this is all a game.

Everything changes eventually. I know that's true, but it's hard to wait sometimes. Sometimes you just have to make things happen. I'm making things happen now. Whether they prove good or bad simply remains to be seen.-Glass By:Ellen Hopkins

It's My life
And I'm not sitting
On the sidelines
Watching
It pass me by.
So make me
Your addiction,
Your every thought.
And I promise
To never leave you.

Music is
The key to my soul.
The part of me
That pays the toll.

And its the little fragments of me
That make up what you see.

It seems like my life is spiraling down..and all i have left to hold on to is you, but how do i hold onto something that isnt always there?

&Your midnight eyes
Will Shine
And rise from the depth
My unconditional love

Yet my own
Will forever be battered
With the hate
Of what I've created.