So she painted a pretty; fake smile
over her beautiful face.
and she pretended like everything was okay.
but deep inside she was broken
tworn to shreds.

Staring at him, her heart beats fast.
talking to him, her words are frozen inside her mouth.
she can't contain herself, when she sees that smile spread across his face.
she lovess him, and he will never know.

They look at eachother everyday in class.
say hi in hallway whenever they pass.
get the feeling in there stomachs
when they see eachother unexpectedly.
they love eachother, they know they do,
they never told eachother,
but they both knew.

I see him everyday
holding her hand
and i try to look away
so my tears don't fall
jealousy rages inside me
i have feelings tworads him
he has feelings twords me.
but we both have diff. lovers
and i ask myself, if he is worth all of this ?

& i wanna hold you
make my dreams come true.
make you my everything.
because i fell in love with you.
we're not a couple.
probably never will be.
we'll just love eachother,
from a distance.
i guess that's the way it was meant to be...

Well he's with her
and i'm with him
we should be together
but that's not the way it is ):

Your not there your never there.
so go ahead and play the role in being a pretty little wife. because when it comes to being my mother, you wouldn't beable to play it if your life depended on it. since a man is more important than your own daughter.

When your in a relationship, are you suppose to be crying more than laughing? frowning more than smiling? asking God why rather than thanking him. are you suppose to feel anger and pain rather love? please tell me, because right now, i just don't know...

I hope and pray each night that this is the real you, because a lepord cant change its spots & you can only put on a front for so long...x3

I've hurt too many times.
i've cried too many times.
i thought it was suppose to be this way.
but then i met you.
you showed me the other side of love.
the way love was suppose to be. <33