No not me. see im not everything im cracked up to be. im just a girl trying to find her place in the world, but its empty everywhere i turn. meanwhile im trying to not get burned, but fire excites me.

I don't think i know the difference between the truth and lies.
and all i see now is deception, hiding behind my eyes.

I held back the tears
and watched you walk away
i never thought i'd feel so broken
by somebody like you not
loving somebody like me.

So when you called me i could barely breathe. i was just gettin used to me without you, why did you have to remind me?

Right now my heart's beating faster then the speed of light
my palms are sweaty and i cant see anything in sight
i want to smile, but i cant breathe
i think ive got a crush, like middle school days.

But it was different this time
these were feelings no matter how hard i tried, i couldn't hide.
i had feelings for him, and i actually wanted to be his.
if anybody said i didnt love you, baby they lied.

I can be your best friend
or your worst mistake,
the balls in your court,
you write the play.

And she can't stop herself,
as she picks up the knife,
it decorates her skin,
disguised by her lies.

You can see the jealousy in my eyes
my world keeps changing
everytime you lie
and i become more furious
with everything you've been trying to hide.

Everybody's always trying to be better then the next guy
is your body better then hers?
are you prettier?
well you cant compare me to the next girl
because there is no competion
im one of kind, and thats real.