I'm disgusted by the thought of you
But i'm even more disgusted by myself for believing your lies

I refuse to let you see my cry
You'll never know how badly you affect me

You need to make an effort
I will not wait around forever

I don't even know why i'm so heartbroken
When i expected this from the beginning
Guess I hoped you'd prove me wrong

Dying will be the easy part

Tears in the rain
Blades of pain
Make it stop
im already dead

When you wake up in the morning and i dont, remember you're the reason...

With my final breath I'll whisper your name so with every breath you ever take you'll whisper mine and remember you're the reason I'm gone

Your the one that makes me happy
That drys up all my tears
Your the one i turn to
And who shares my secret fears

Kill me fast
Kill me slow
I dont care how
Just killl me now