You do not deserve what they say
You do not deserve what they do
Do not let them convince you otherwise

I know I deserve better
but you're still what i want

No matter how much you know and understand
There will always be even more that you never will

I wish i wasn't at my most beautiful
when tears are streaming down my face

My wildest nightmares
did not hurt as much
as what you made reality

I carve my words into paper using ink
to stop myself from carving them into my skin

For years I've avoided covering my scars
I want someone to see them
to give me a reason to stop...

I'm still waiting.

You always know just what to say to make me feel:

[ ]Not good enough
[ ]Worthless
[ ]Pathetic
[X]All of the above

I wish I could hate you for making me listen to cheesy loves song.
But I can't... I've never been happier <3

I know you're upset he chose me
But sending me mean messages and spreading rumors are only reinforcing his decision.
All you're doing is making yourself look bad.