I need someone to tell me i am beautiful, but no one can.

The only thing we have in common is we look scarily alike. if it were not for that little detail, i think we would both have doubts you actually gave birth to me.

I only get two emotions from you. it's either you won't talk to me, or you act like an idiot and keep talking and talking about things i could honestly care less about. why can't i have a midde? a calm, "easy to talk to" you?

I am not breaking any of our promises..
just making a few new ones for myself.

&&i finally know the true reason why you stopped talking to me after i didn't give you want you wanted..

Ya know, for some strange reason, i ignored what everyone else said about you, and belived what you said...
God, i wish i hadn't..

You of all people should not be asking why i have trust issues. you may not be the person who started them, but you were definitely the fuel that kept them going.

What pisses me off the most, is that you got mad at me when i told the truthe and said that what the others were saying was starting to get to me...when you knew they were right, that you were in the process of using me.

So, what do you two do exactly? draw a name out of a hat, set a money limit then say, "we start now, you know the rules- whoever gets her to go further gets the money"?
i think since you did it to me, i have a right to know how it goes down.

I don't know what to say other than i am sorry.
i am sorry i am a screw up.
i didn't mean to disappoint you.