Not at all what i expected. nothing ever is in the...
things were horrid. tried so hard, but neither ego...

No shame. Nothing that could come back to haunt...
Not one single day. Not one single minute. Not...

This is the norm for me. wake before the sun...

Hooray for me, no really, I'm so delighted you...
you wouldn't dare, your life has no value to me...

I only know I am not dead. I think.
Soft Pale skin. Strong upper arms. Beautiful...

With my age comes the knowledge that...to avoid...

This has all shamed me to my core. I control my...

Say it again
my eyes are pure evil...

The headaches never stop
my head is screaming in pain...

I should not be putting this on my blog, it's...

One look at my outward appearence
first impression is intimidation...

Fill my head with all the shit and lies that you...
Don't tell me that your mind never wanders...