The friendship,
had just begun...
I feel so alone,
and weak...
Seeing you smile,
hearing you laugh...
I just feel so sick...
Everything I want...
I do not know what to do...
My mind telling me one thing...
This light,
so bright...
I continuously think,
I wish and hope for...
Thoughts rushing through your head,
Screaming at you, every beacon minute...
I have never felt this way,
the way I feel for you...
All ready and teamed up,
Minds set on what to do...
My boyfriend has always been there for me...
But now...
I still don't understand,
I haven't felt like this in forever...