Children grow
If this doesn't scare you...

Called your name too late
But you heard me still...

Close your eyes and dream
To times of innocence and laughter...

In a sea of pain
I found my face turned upwards...

I switched off the TV
because it always seemed to mock me...

Whispered cries
Muffled sighs...

"Weary sadness ate at her soul
For all the lies she told...

I am going to starve until you notice
Starve until you cry...

I look at you and shrink in fear
You self destruct...

Cant stand to see her crying
All she ever does...

I hate her
Because they told me too...

The pain of yesterday mixed with today
The hurt that I once knew...