I'm starting to lose myself in the person i've pretended to be.

Im trying not to think about you
why cant you just let me be

its hard enough trying not to love you
when you keep making me fall for you every day

Isnt love ironic?
you always seem to end up with the last person you would expect.
just like beauty and the beast. they never saw it coming.

&& sometimes i wonder what on earth it is that i see in you.
your awkward smile makes me laugh
your jokes make absolutely no sense
and your clothes dont match
but sweetie. there has to be something.
cause you're basically my favorite. =]

I think its impossible to really get over your first love.
theres a spot in your heart reserved especially for that person.
no matter how much it hurts; i think you'll always love them.

Lets be honest here.
i regret a lot more than i admit
i may appear happy; but boy you have no idea

& i'm missing those moments
where i look down and i cant tell which hand is mine and which is yours.
where you hold me like you wont let go.
when you look at me and i know; you're the one

When i'm quiet you break through my shell.
you help me be myself; and have a little fun
you make things easy; when it should be hard
somehow when im with you; it all seems right

& truthfully i know its time to get out
its not fair to a person when ones heart isnt in it for the long run.
im not here to break your heart; but somehow it seems the only way

Sweetheart i just want to thank you;
For listening to me when everyone else shut me out; Thinking of my feelings when most would rather think of their own
For knowing me for me; and accepting every little secret.
thank you for loving me for myself