I don't know how else to handle this, maybe the only way would be for us to call this our last kiss

I guess today will be just like the rest, i'll hide my pain and hate, and just pretend that everything is perfect and okay

Without you i feel lonely, sad, depressed, but it seems that when i'm with you, those feelings aren't really layed to rest

I love you and i hate you, i just can't make up my mind, all i'm asking for is happiness from time to time, but maybe it's too much to ask for, for you to LOVE me

Everytime you look into my eyes, i can't help but think, is this another one of your heart-cutting lies?

How can you keep on saying you love me, when i know it's such a lie, everytime i hear you say it, all i want to do is die.

My heart is so broken, not even the deepest love can save me now...

Why...

do i dream of suicide
are my wrists scarred
is my heart so shattered, it's impossible to fix
do i put on a fake smile
do i hate myself so much

You will never know how much i needed you... and i never knew until you left me...

You tell me to stop thinking about you, but i can't, all i do is look at a wall and i think of you, how can you not think of me so easily???