A person who looks cheeriest on the outside is holding a dark secret on the inside.

--My Yahoo Horiscope April 15th 2008

Night by night
my screams have gone unheard.
Day by day
my smiles are unquestioned.

My sole exsistance is to bother you.

I'm not afraid of death. Why be afraid of something endable? How I die is what bothers me.

Hold me close
with your strong and warm embrace.
Protective are your arms
like an older brothers love.
This kind of safety
is rare for me to feel.

Promises are easliy broken, words are easily forgotten. Life is all that I need to sacrifice, maybe it's time for me to grab the knife tonight is the night I loose you my love, your better off with out me. It's time for you to be happy.

I'm not emo, I'm not goth... I'm just me, so all I ask is, don't call me what I'm not.

Breathe into me
Make me whole again.
Make my dark life,
have a light.
Drink me in
and make me see,
that there is a reason to be.

Pearce it through me,
let it break my skin.
Make me bleed,
come on darling dirnk me in.

Set me free
your heaven's a lie
set me free with your love
set me free