Putting yourself first isn't selfish.
its necessary.

Why would i look for anything
in someone else
when i see everything in you?

Ask me why i keep loving you
when it is clear that
you don't feel the same for me
the truth is, as much as can't
force you to love me,
i can't force myself
to stop loving you <3

&& i've finally given up on trying to make you
realize what i wished you already knew.