How could i be so stupid
how could i be so blind...

I'm down begging on my knee's
asking if you would love me please...

I don't want to love you
i hate you i really do...

See the girl with the painted smile
she'll only be here for a little while...

She comes home
shes all alone...

Feeling nothing but regret and shame
sitting here wondering if you still feel the same...

I wasted my tears on something that wasn't real
my words on something i really didn't feel...

I'm t o r n between two.
happy with him but still missing you...

My eyes begin to fill with tears
from every hurtful word you said...

Some days i miss you more
but each day is miserable as can be...

Holding my back thoughts
hiding all my tears...

Lost in my thoughts
always holding back my screams...