Reality is so hard to grip when it means realizing that the one you love with all of, if not more than, your heart is gone forever and will never look at you that way again.

My past is becoming more and more distant
Picturing your voice is gettting harder
Remembering your laugh is even more difficult
But my love for you never seems to waver
Because that part of you will NEVER go

Don't worry about me because I'll be fine
I just want to know I'll get through this okay
Please God, just send me a sign!

Simply being alive doesn't quite cut it
Because I can't seem to stand nor can I sit
Because these emotional pains caused from love
Well, they never want to quit

My heart says "Keep going"
My mind says "Just stop"
There's really no way
I can end up on top

Ever since I lost her, I've become accustomed to disappointment and hearthache that comes along with it.

I guess going through Hell wasn't enough
Either were the endless flow of tears everyday
Or the false belief that you would come back

Being creative is overrated so I'm going to make this short and to the point...I love you, please come back.

I never really was much of a follower
So when you gave up on us
Did you really think that I would too?
No, I fight for love and I think most would
But not you, of course not the one I fall for.

I reenact the break up
In my mind and even theatrically
I play over all the things that could have gone differently
But no matter what I'm always the one who's crying.