My heart is saying,
Suicide, Suicide...

So here I lay thinking
of what I have done...

I just want to scream
from all of this pain in my heart...

Dear God,
There's a few thing I need to say...

I want to write down,
everything that I feel...

I sit crying in the corner,
holding my grey teddy bear...

So here's my new journey
starting over with my life...

All of these thoughts in my head,
make me feel that I am alone...

I look another way
as I pass you by...

Just let me do it
just one more slice...

As she picks up the blade,
she tries not to cry...

I locked my door
no one come in...