My love life is lost..but i love not knowing.

I have no clue how i messed this up so bad. i've created the most *beautiful disaster*.

Get the F*U*C*K out of my life.
im sorry but i can't do this anymore..

Sometimes i wonder what ever happened between us
and then i remember: *nothing*

*fake smiles and pointless conversation; it's all just a waste of time to me.*

And it's those four fatal words that i must whisper to you now.
*we need to talk.*

Take back all this pain you gave me. im not gunna put up with it anymore. im done with you.

Don't just think you can walk back into my life and sweep me off my feet all over again. it's been too long. it's o.v.e.r.

*and it's when i push you away that i need you the most*

I know that i was selfish and i hurt you. just turn away and leave me here all alone.
your pain is not worth my sanity.