Bluebirds in the clouds,
warm rain speaking with sunshine...
I will never be able to share
the dark secrets I keep inside...
I've lost my trust in everything
it will always be that way...
My heart is crying silent tears
because it feels your pain...
Heavenly angel
glowing outside my window...
"you'll be alright"
"you will always have me"...
Every so often I was sent a miracle
in which I took a chance to trust...
Who is she?
she isn't my mother anymore...
Sometimes I feel like a criminal
who has destroyed the lives of a whole family...
After all the lies
that caused me pain...
I miss you
but I'm glad your gone...
How do you think that made me feel??
then again you never did care about that...