Coming down from spiral
my heaven up above...
Ive just realized how much i hate you
i used to think the world of you...
Everything i do i always hurt someone
but nothing will ever change the things Ive done...
How do you think that made me feel??
then again you never did care about that...
You made it all go away
i didn't have any pain...
My friend is very different
my friend helps me lots...
I'm running out of strength
i no longer contain energy...
I trusted you
believed in you...
I wish there was another way
but i cant face another day...
If you failed your suicide
would you of tried again...
If you see a puddle of tears
it belongs to me...
You ain't coming back are you?
no matter how much i want you to...