Wen ever i smile it makes me cry to think that once i was truely happy

While you sit there next to her .. think of me next to a pool of blood .. you did this to me

Do you understand what you have done to me .. behind that closed door is me with that razor blade carving the pain away

Andrew i hope you choke .. i gave you my heart and you tore it apart .. wat did i do to deserve this ..

You showed up and i was whole .. well guess what your still here and now its shattered into a million pieces..

It always seemed to be my fault .. but is it really or do you just say that to make yourself feel better..

I was always pushing you away .. but once you left i wanted you back ..