I have a major case of writers block.. i haven't wrote a poem in 3years. i refuse to let myself be that vulnerable again. never again!

I HATE THE FACT THAT YOU HURT ME SO MUCH MORE THAN I HAVE EVER FELT BEFORE AND YET I STILL LOVE YOU.

You know i would die a thousand deaths for you but you don't care whether i live or die...i cut again.

I just want to say that i'm so greatful to have the best friends in the world. i know i'm not an easy person to deal with but i love you all loads xxx thank you so much xxx

I CAN FEEL YOUR COLD HANDS HAUNTING MY BODY. YOU WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE. CONSTANT ABUSE, LIES, SECRETS. WON'T SOMEBODY HELP ME ?

I WISH YOU WOULD JUST COME BACK AND HOLD ME NOW, I HAVE TO MOVE ON BUT I DONT KNOW HOW.

DAN YOU'RE THE BEST BROHTER IN THE WORLD, U MEAN SO MUCH TO ME AND IM SO HAPPY GOD CHOSE YOU OF ALL PEOPLE TO BE MY BIG BROTHER.

MY HEART IS ACHING AS WELL AS BREAKING.

NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES YOU SAY SORRY IT WON'T JUSTIFY HOW MUCH YOU HURT ME. NOTHING EVER WILL.

I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND WHY I HAVE TO LEAVE. IF I STAY YOU'LL JUST HURT ME EVENMORE THAN YOU ALREADY HAVE.