My life is to die and come back just to die again.

This insistant mind not allowing me peace
A shattered voice caused by lonely screams
A heart writhing in excruciating pain
as I fear you will look again...

How can I possibly be happy wiht myself?
With the body god has given me...
If I know he thinks their's are better?

Push Acid Thoughts Away
I Won't Allow Them To Corrode My Hold
I Must Stand Strong and Hold Myself Together, Not Succumb To This Emotional Storm Until His Temptation Shatters Me
COMPLETELY.

MY MISERY
As Sure As Day

Can You See The Tears Pooling In My Eyes?
Do You See How Much I Hurt Because Of Your Lies?

Death Be Swift And Rid Me Of This
PAIN.

To Die Unfeeling
To Die Without a Care
To Let Death Encase My and Rid Me of My Fear.
I Will Die, So I don't have to live without you
HERE.

I'll never fully be cast with the dark, as long as your love fills my heart<3

{written for my beloved, who shines light on my days and fills my heart with love and happiness.
I love you jake, NF<3}

If I were to say good bye I would surely cry a river, and in that river I would try to drown all thoughts and memories of us. but most certainly...
.I'd Fail.