I love you now I loved you then I loved who we were when we were then
you have my heart you had my soul
I wouldn't want it anymore
So look at now and look at me
Could you still tell, would you believe?

I dont know if its worth a try
if its worth fighting for
if its what i want

Searching for something that can't be found

I need to find the missing puzzle to be complete

It killed me, to pretend it didn't hurt me

How could I have pretended you were still the one when clearly I was still a choice and not your only one

The day gets closer and closer. I just don't know how to react, my heart is empty, full of memory's of what almost could have happened but wasn't at all

May 30! What could of been 3 years! Broken by cheating, lying and neglect!

Babe! You lost me

The day gets closer and closer..

What could have been, wasn't!

3 years='[

But I honestly can say from deep in my heart. That I tried my best my hardest and I gave it my all ... And if that wasn't enough that wasn't my fault.

I'm tired of it! It's over..
He doesn't need me and I def. don't need him.
Happy with my life.
-M