Tonight i feel like drinking myself to sleep, ive pushed you away, and once again im depressed, what to do with this stupid life of mine. will you ever come back to me? ill wait for your call. .. .

I only drink late because i miss you and can't sleep alone anymore, i need something else, a drug to poison me to sleep.

I cant sleep soundly knowing ive upset you, make me cold so these demons dont bother me.

My only prayer is to never need someone as much as i feel about you. . the nights seem to drag.

I hate what you've cast upon me, I'm ecstatic you chose me but cant ever say goodbye to you. Im a prisoner in love.

The thought of you not in my life, saddens me knowing ill turn to the one thing that can kill me.

I wish you werent so good to me, then i wouldnt be here waiting for you to come home..

We are all looking for a place to feel wanted or needed, without that we feel worthless

You tell me you love me to death, and I believe you, you're the first ive believed saying those words.

I cant break this sadness, its too strong, im waiting for it to take me completely, this worlds meant to overcome some right, its proven it.