Today could be the one where i for once really fall in love .

The conversations are shortening, and your voice is low and uninterested, i know we're ending, its a feeling i cant ignore.

Cant keep friends,
get caught up with the new ones and their lives and forget to stay on track with the old ones.

You cant wipe a slate clean, when its stained.

I miss you more than ever, when I'm having a lonely night, here at home, thinking about life and its troubles.

I've been forgotten about so many times, I can't care for anyone anymore.

Feeling it again, sudden rush, its happening, just like last time, I'm back in this lonely state of mind, where the walls are caving in and I'm losing my breath.

I don't want to feel messed up anymore.

Drowning in my sorrows tonight.
For i am alone with no-one to see me so openly broken.

If only, love was seen more on the outside. ..then people may realise they have a purpose in life.