It's easier to say you don't care.
I do it every day, pretending your words can't hurt me.
Pretending I can overcome any dare.
I''ll never let you inside, you don't deserve the key.

Are some of us built weaker than others? Or do we we let our thoughts overwhelm us?

You passed the test, i now know, you're like everyone else, giving up on me comes easy i suppose.

I feel utter sadness, when its dark, an no-ones around, yet i tell myself i like to be left alone...

I feel, yet I'm unable to heal.

I have so much to give, yet this sadness is so overwhelming, its disrupting my thoughts and shading my happiness.

Although my body's grazing yours, although my hearts beating in tune,although my mouth is moving delicately, notice my eyes, their dead, the exact feeling inside..I can't remember feeling truly alive.

You'll be another easy goodbye...or the hardest one yet..

If my presence becomes not enough, its time you let me go...

Sometimes not feeling is the only way to survive.