Took me a while to let go of all the bitterness i felt...to love and trust again .. but now that ive fallen head over heels in love with you.. please dont break my heart like the others!!!

I know we're apart but i miss lying next to you, your strong arms around me, holding me tight, snuggled up, able to feel each other's warmth, nothing spoken, just closeness. Miss you so much. x

It was me who said its over, it was me who said no contact, and its still me who looks at the phone, praying it will ring!!

A SMILE ~ family, friends do not see beyond this. They can not hear the voices in my head, crying out, wanting them to notice/understand not everything is as it seems!!!

I wake up thinking of him, go to sleep thinking of him, will he ever be out of my head?! each day is so hard to get through!

Im pushing you away now my love because i know one day you're gona hurt me so much (break my heart) i wont be able to pick myself up again.... EVER!!

I tell myself 'i hate you, i hate you', but deep down i know 'i love you with all my heart'.

Hurt me as much as you want today but tomorrow, leave my heart to mend....