..this time was different, felt like I was just a victim.. and it cut me like a knife when you walked out of my life. now i'm in this condition, and i've got all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart --but no matter what, you'll never see me cry..

&& after all i've tried to do
to [stay away] from loving you
--i'm brokenhearted
&& i can't let you know
&& i won't let it show
....you won't see me cry.

Isn't it funny how day-by-day nothing changes, but then when you look back, everything is different.

I know I shouldn't want revenge, but it's a thought. And maybe if I payed him back, I could move on.

Damn I wish I knew then what I know now. I wish I never given you the benefit of the doubt..and all the dirty little secrets - now I know what you're all about. & I think I done had enough. I think its time that you go away. Cuz I just cant take it..

How many times am I going to let him apologize before I realize that he's not worth it...

He isn't my boyfriend.
but i love his hugs.
his smiles.
his kindness.
his advice.
the times when we laugh together.
&& when we do crazy stuff just for the hell of it.
..i guess i fell in love with our friendship.

I said "you're crazy"

& he said "crazy for you baby"

:))

I thought I still loved you. I thought you were the only one for me. I thought seeing you with her would hurt.
But it didn't. And I realized that I had moved on, without even knowing it.

So now you say that you only love her? That she's your only one? Trust me, if she would find out everything you've been up to, she'd dump your sorry ass too. Like I did.