People are always asking me why I put my self down and why I don't care about my feelings, well it's because I've placed my self along with my feelings in her and she won't do the same

I'm wrong, I'm worthless. Is this true or are you just afraid that she doesn't love YOU.

Withen a couple seconds a love was formed.
Withen a couple seconds a love was shared.
Withen a couple seconds it all came crashing down.

"He who builds a high gate invites destruction." - Proverbs 17:19, NIV

Every road eventually leads to another road, either that or a dead end

We're just friends, thats all. I mean it's not like your the only reason I'm still holding on or anything, it's not like your the only reason I get out of bed in the morning and think "one more day" yea theres no reason to love you right?

Love brought us together
love held us close
love tore us apart

I'm at war with myself, trying to free me. I'm a prisoner of war held hostage by my own thoughts.

Been livin for the wrong, time to make it right, I'm so sick of always being depressed, I'm so sick of everyone being scared of me because of what I've done, it's time I make a change.

In my mind:
Happy makes me sad
Angry makes me hyper
Sad makes me happy
Annoying is fun
Fun is annoying
In my mind:
Love equals hurt
Hurt leads to love
And in the end the only thing i have to show for it all is the scars on my body...