And it's times like these ;
she misses him
and it's times like these ;
she hates him
and it's times like these ;
she realizes she still loves him

A l c o h o l & nervous [[witts]]
razor blades & b.l.o.o.d.y {{wrists}}
decieving eyes, t:r:a:p:p:e:d in lies
cant escape the painful cries

I gave you my heart to [[T.A.K.E.]]
I didn't put it out there for you to [[B.R.E.A.K.]]

I don't want to be her anymore
I don't want to be the girl that smiles everyday
but deep inside she's dying
and all the walls are crumbling in on her
but no one can see her [[C.R.Y.I.N.G.]]

T.A.K.E. my hand and never let go
I lovee you but i can't let it show
My heart was broken times before
So I'm afarid to lovee once more
I know i lovee you and you say you lovee me
But don't just tell me...make me see

I can't even bare to look at you anymore, because everytime i do i remember all the pain you put me through

I don't know how to ask you
I don't know if i should
I don't know if you'll understand
I don't know if you can
i guess all I'm saying is i need [>[H.E.L.P.]<]

I slam my door
i cant handle this anymore
everything i have to do
everything you put me through
did you think it wouldnt end like this
me sitting here cutting my wrist
wishing i could die
but all i can do is cry

You say you hate me
i say i lovee you
you tell me to die
i start to cry
you break my heart
i slit my wrist
and wish it was over
because i cant handle this

My whole life was rerranged
When i met you everything changed
Everything bad was suddenly good
Everything confusing I understood
And I'll lovee you till the end
All because your my best friend