Once debating the rope
and contemplating the pill
i realized that steep slope
was just a small hill

London bridge is falling down
just like every town;
except no keys can lock up this chaos

"i don't fall, i attack the floor"

one of my friends said this today lol ^_^

Why am I so restless;
so unable to rest?
why is it so hopeless;
so without hope?
why are we so heartless,
so empty are our chests.

I will make you feel hate
for me; joy for my disappearance;
love for a world without me;
and sorrow for the world
with me now

I've died a little each day
you never seem to care
so why should it matter if i
die so much i'm no longer here?

I'm so screwed up, why do you care?
i don't want you suffering with me here.
so close your eyes, and walk away
i'll never force you back; never ask you to stay.

Though I walk through the valley
of the shadow of our lives
I fear no evil
for you have left my side

Jealousy befits you
when it covers you like a shroud.
your voice becomes so quiet;
your love becomes so loud.