I am not
And never will...

My soul is like fallen leaves
Scattered in many pieces...

The pain is ever growing still
My mind is coming ill...

The way you feel this day
The things that make you run away...

I truly have
Been thrown away...

As I reach out
And grab you by the hand...

I will never leave you on your own
Baby you will never be alone...

Pain feels bad
But is a good feeling...

I'm falling upward
Rising to the sky...

I stand there
I stand by your side...

A dark rainy night
Sitting inside drenched...

In the time of afternoon
A walk across the sand...