~just realizing its really over~

~holding tight 2 wat he let go~

He wants the truth and i can't stand him 2 look at me like a freak...wat do i do?

If hurt makes u stronger then y can't i pick up a car?

Never wound wat u can't kill...it'll come back 4 u

Smileing so big so that no one notices the tears blinked away

How can some1 wit the biggest smile have the saddest eyes?

I give up

Im ok...
i didn't mean wat i said...
u didn't change at all...
u didn't make me cry...
u didn't act as if u don't care...
u didn't push me away...
u didn't break my haert...

do those lies make u feel better?

I don't want to ignor my problems anymore, for once i want someone to care enough to try and work it out with me, but i guess that's asking to much