I'm The Type Of Girl..
That Can Be So Hurt, But Can Still Look At You && Smile..
The Type Of Girl That Can Brighten Your Day..
Even, If I Can't Brighten My Own..

Popping pills of heartache,
I'm addicted, you're my drug;
An overdose of memory,
&& just, not enough love

Life is about;
Trusting your feelings && taking chances,
Losing && finding happiness,
Appreciating the memories && learning from the pain,
&& realizing that people change...

Wanting him; is hard to forget.
Loving him; is hard to regret.
Losing him; is hard to accept.
But, even with all the hurt I've felt,
Letting go; is the most painful yet.

I really thought we would last for a long time;
Maybe even forever..
But, I was so wrong,
After all we couldn't of had a relationship based on the lies that you told, anyway.

&& I Shouldn't Have Fallen in This Deep Knowing You the Way I Do, Cause Now Everytime I Don't Hear From You I Can't Help But Wonder If You're Off With Her.

YouLookAtMe&&PretendYouKnowWhoIAm.
BecauseEveryFatherIsSupposedToKnowTheirDaughter.
ButYouBarelyKnowMyNameLetAloneAnythingElse.
YouLookAtMe&&WonderWhyILookAway-WhenTheTruthIs..
IDon'tKnowWhoYouAreEither.

Laying in your arms talking with you til we fell asleep,
Every morning, you'd kiss my forehead,
Holding hands every chance, we got,
How you'd whisper, "I love you," so softly, into my ear;
I don't miss any of it..
I swear..

&&SometimesItJustHitsMeOutOfNowhere.
AllOfASuddenThisOverwhelmingSadnessRushesOverMe.
&&IGetDiscouraged&&IGetUpset&&IFeelHopelessSad&&Hurt.
&&OnceAgainIFeelNumbToTheWorld.

Years of friendship && nothing to doubt,
Endless memories-too many to count.
Laughter, lies, && stupid fights..
They're my best friends, my heart, my life.