&& All the lonely nights && all the crushing scenes
&& All the pointless fights.. Someone tell me what it means.
Someone tell me why hearts break. I'm giving up on happy endings..

I Learned To Laugh
I Learned To Cry
But Will I Ever Learn
To Say Goodbye??

There's this girl in the mirror
I wonder who she is
Sometimes I think I know her
&& sometimes I wish I did
There is a story in her eyes
lullabies && goodbye
When she's looking back at me
I can tell she's hurting inside

She smiles with all that she has left
Yet tears are left undried
& Though she's got so much to say
She bottles it up inside
If you look past her broken eyes
To a shadow no one sees
A disguise so you won't recognize
The girl is really me..

You say you understand..
But, do you know what it's like to want to die?? How it hurts to smile?? How you try to fit in, but you can't?? How you hurt yourself on the outside, to try to kill the pain on the inside??

Just because her eyes don't tear
Doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry.
&& just because she comes off strong Doesn't mean there's nothing wrong.

I don't know what I'm doing anymore.
I don't know what I wanna see.
My world use to be worth living for,
&& now it's hard enough just to be me

You don't understand me && you never will..
So don't start that bull about knowing how I feel.

Things are going crazy && I'm not sure who to blame.
Everything is changing && I don't feel the same.
I'm slipping through the cracks of floors I thought were strong.
I'm trying to find a place where I feel, like I belong.

Behind this innocent smile of mine, lay words that go unsaid.
Words of longing, love, anger, && hate, all repeating inside my head