How come everyone is gone to leave me to spend my nights alone where my haterd has built up.. it fuels the hurt my knife needs to allow my blood to flood my room..

You see me as just a pretty [little] girl... but the thing is I am only [little] which means you have to stop [touching] me...

I miss the times when i felt alive... i cut.. i bleed.. i cry.. i feel nothing... so i think to myself why dont i just die... {what is there to live for??}

{wAt wouLd it t8 for U [to] noTice} da:
[paIn] she fEels
[liFe] sHe miSses
[crAzy] shE suFfocates
[huRt] shE caRries
[loneNess] haUntin her
[tEars] shE cRys
[daMage] dAt haS beEn dUn
[scArs] shE hiDes
[deAth] shE craVes

&& i feel no bravery just sadness and i think to myself maybe it is all worth it... to end it all and put me out of my pain... but then i think of those who will be left alone... so now i just fade away and pretend like nothing is wrong

I looked into her eyes and saw nothing but emptyness... her arm had blood dripping from it... she was crying... i reached out for her but then i realised that i was looking in the mirror... it was me...

I look at you and i feel so much love and warmt... like the way i used to... [i let you go]... i pushed you away... {but now i want you back}

Your touch fills me with joy
your mouth touches mine
our bodies close together
you in my arms
me in you arms
a girl can only dream

I can ran just as fast as i can
to the middle of no-where
your just like a pill
just like this one here...
i'm sure you'll cause more pain then this little pill

You smile poitetly
i stare right on through
why is it that i cant talk to you anymore
you said i could whenever
but that look tells me i cant
i need you now more than ever