Heart pounding
Eyes wide
Teeth bitting lip
My nose filled with the smell of you
As you hold me in your arms
My mind races
With the thought of being
Only yours

Dripping walls
Red stained floors
She falls
Behind the closed door

I am afraid of what i've never felt...

Shocks of pain
Felt within
Her heart is gone
And she is dead, again

The razor cuts
To the bone
The walls drip red
For she is alone

In the shower
She will die
Cold and wet...
Broken inside

The water soon mixes
With something red
The knife is alone
And she is dead

Alone in the corner
Watching the party
Laughing
But all i really want
Is to see him

The only reason to life is death...

When you hold my hand and i rest my head upon your chest, in that moment...life is worth living.

You laugh at me and i laugh to,...,but deep down i want to cry.