So I'll waste these nights for a while
but I'll be holding onto you forever
and this is where my heart is cold and torn
as I read the words you wrote last night
the butterflies are creeping through my spine

++roses and butterflies - making April

You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.

If you want what you've never had,
you have to do what you've never done

A good friend will comfort you when he rejects you.
but a best friend will go up to him and say,
"its because you're gay, isn't it?"

& her eyes scream the saddest
apology the worlds ever heard

Sometimes the feelings you start to have
are the feelings you never stopped having

Sometimes you need to forget what you
want, and remember what you deserve

I want to be you're favorite hello and you're hardest goodbye

All she wants is to feel safe
& all he wants is to give her faith

I wonder if he knows he's all i think about at night <3