Hunny, I want you to know that when I admit to you the fact that I injure myself is that I trust you because I believe you'll understand and not criticize me like how others do.

I was misunderstood, that's why I injure myself. Now they know about it, they still don't understand me. THEY NEVER WiLL.

You should just know when he's playing hard to get and when he's pushing you away.

I told my mom we need to call a doctor. She asked why. "My heart is aching" She asked again if its bcuz of him. I explained to her, "no mommy, its not his fault. Its mine" She gave me a hug and said "he still loves you"

Don't worry, I'm not blaming you at all. I'm blaming myself. </3 I dont' expect you to know nor understand. I expect you to consider.

...it's my fault. yes, i know.

Him: i could just be another guy.
me: you were once just another guy who ended up being my prince charming anyway. you ended up being the love of my life. and anthony, that will never change.

They say you're dumb, but I totally disagree. Cause baby, you're the only one who knows how to understand me & --you're good at it. :)

Letting go can be your last option. the only option that hurts the most & the only option that we're not yet sure whether it's worth it or not, unless we make a decision

In the end of every message you sent me, all I can say is, "It all makes sense" -- when what I meant to say was, "I don't get it". </3