Ever since I met you,
it just hasn't been the same.
All I've been doing,
is scribbling stupid hearts around your name.

Most girls would have given up by now,
but remeber, babe.
I'm not most girls.

You hold me close & love me dear,
& not loving you is my biggest fear.

The pain from loss is passing,
but the happiness of true love stays strong,
& although we were both hurt in the end,
loving you was never wrong.

He says it doesn't hurt him,
he says it's fine.
He says he wants me to be happy,
but deep down,
its crushing him to pieces.
Its killing him to see me happy,
& he knows I am never coming back.

I'm not going to cry,
& I won't beg you to stay.
If your so determined to leave,
I will not stand in your way.

Its a nightly ritual;
I sit in my room and I read all those pathetic little notes you wrote me as I cry eith every word I read. Every word that was a lie.

She hides the pain and cries at night,
knowing that being without you is killing her inside.

Drugs add up,
all I can do is cry,
hiding under my covers-wanting to die.
Now that words I speak slure slowly as my heart beats fast,
How can life be so short,
but love always last?

I hate how being 'just friends'
is enough for you.
I hate how you joke around,
like 'we' used to.
& I hate how you can just go on,
& it doesn't hurt you.